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Tell me y is it dat I sit alone at nyt n CRY?
y do I condemn myself 2 dese LIES?
am I da reason 4 ur Pain??
so much struggle n anguish yet u c no Gain?
i lukk in2 da mirror n c no reflection
i lukk in2 da mirror n am faced wit no affection
i hav no luv 4 da being b4 me
da being dat onli i cn c
da being dat i believe is me
so full of luv but empty inside
goin thru lyf lyk it is a ride
an open ocean
luv anger pride
no clear cut emotion
y ama so full of devotion
dotin on others n 4gettin maself
deprived of wat i need n of ma health
i luv so many yet h8 da 1 i need da most
wat if i cud turn maself into a ghost
wud I b able 2 LIE n no longa Cry??
wud i b free 4rm all da LIES???
no longa causin pain or strain or anguish without no gain
No mor questions 4 y der is no reflection wen i lukk in2 da mirror
no mor questions 4 y der is no affection wich is da biggest killa
my luv will float above higher dan cn b seen by da naked eye
fly hi amongst da clouds as i lie beneath da sky
as i try 2 4get dat i h8 da 1 i shud luv da most
da 1 dat is nw da ghost!!!