ApoLogIeS

my apologies 4 wat i hav dun
4 wat i hav becum
u wer der 4 me wen no1 else cared
u wached over me always
lukkin bak over da years i c dat i hav taken u 4 granted
i stood bak n wached our relationship colapse
i stood bak n wached us drift apart
4gettin da unbreakable bond we share
a bond dat tym cannot forsake
a bond written in da sands of tym
a bond dat will b around wen we ceese 2 exist
da bond of a mother and her child
da luv u hav 4 me is unmeasurable
da care u hav provided is undescribable
i long 2 go bak 2 what we used 2 hav
go bak 2 da days wen u wer da 1st i wud run 2 wit alll ma problems
go bak 2 wen i showed hw much i truly loved u
now all i seem 2 do is bring u pain
becoz of dis i resent myself
i resent all da rongs i hav dun u
i resent all da tears i made u shed
i resent u ever questionin ur motherin
i resent eva makin u hurt
u wer der at ma beginin
and becoz of my stupidity u wer almost der at ma end
al i want is 2 b next 2 u
all i want is 2 hug u
all i want 2 do is curl up next 2 u
all i want is 2 b wit u
but hav i left it 2 long
is it possible 2 build a bridge over da distance i hav made
2 build a bridge ova da years of arguments
if i cud turn bak tym i wud take it all bak
if i onli i cud turn bak tym
i cannot change wat i hav already dun
but i can change wat i am goin 2 do
i dunno how long it will take
or how hard it will b
all ano is dat i want u bak in my lyf
2 da onli mother i will ever hav
APOLOGIES 4 WAT I HAV DUN
APOLOGIES 4 WAT I HAV BECUM!!!