(Spoken Word)

everyfin will b alryt i f i jus sit tight
hw did i let such commotion in2 ma lyf
allow ma emotions 2 b hiden beneath da floorboards as i try so hard 2 hide da way dat i feel inside
as i fight 4 da relationship dat i believe 2 b mine
da man dat i believe 2 b da 1
da man dat nw stands b4 me as he holds a gun
as i whimper n cry he shows no emotion in his eyes
starin blankly at ma face showin so much h8 n disgrace
as ma lyf flashes b4 ma eyes n i begin 2 realise da truth behind all his lies
da hurt he caused n da scars he engraved within ma soul
as i sat bakk n let him take control
takin away ma freedom n da ability 2 fink 4 maself
segregatin me 4rm humanity as he instilled his rules n regulations
forcin me 2 4get da lyf i lived b4
da lyf dat i so dearly luved n adored
da lyf dat once left me bored but i nw stand here prayyin dat i cud return 2 da tyms wen i was happilly free
free 4rm his clutches free 4rm his abuse free 4rm his torture
free 4rm da man dat broke me dwn n waches ova me as i nw lay on da ground
full of fear n anticipation
eagerly aw8in his nxt move
scared of da fort of him changin moods
reminiscin on da days we he feared 2 hurt me
feared 2 upset me
feared 2 make me cry
as i nw stare in2 his eyes n c da truth dat i tried so hard 2 disguise
paintin ova ma wounds n washin away ma blood
insted of fnin da police as i knew i shud
snappin bakk 2 da reality dat stands b4 ma eyes
da anga dat flushes thru his eyes as he stares dwn at ma broken body
broken dwn by da years of manipulation
set apart thru such harsh segregation
in wich i wasnt allowd 2 b me
were ma cumings n goins wer dictated by thee
as ma character shrunk n ma personality disspaeared
dis is da point wen u tukk over
stepped in n broke me summor
u stood behind me n shut da door as u began da process dat wud becum frequent as i experienced it mor n mor
unable 2 fight against ur power
unabl 2 shelter 4rm ur blows
lyin helplessli in a timid ball
w8in patiently until dis ordeal wud end
everyfin will b alryt i f i jus sit tight