everyfin will b alryt i f i jus sit tight
hw did i let such commotion in2 ma lyf
allow ma emotions 2 b hiden beneath da floorboards as i try so hard 2 hide da way dat i feel inside
as i fight 4 da relationship dat i believe 2 b mine
da man dat i believe 2 b da 1
da man dat nw stands b4 me as he holds a gun
as i whimper n cry he shows no emotion in his eyes
starin blankly at ma face showin so much h8 n disgrace
as ma lyf flashes b4 ma eyes n i begin 2 realise da truth behind all his lies
da hurt he caused n da scars he engraved within ma soul
as i sat bakk n let him take control
takin away ma freedom n da ability 2 fink 4 maself
segregatin me 4rm humanity as he instilled his rules n regulations
forcin me 2 4get da lyf i lived b4
da lyf dat i so dearly luved n adored
da lyf dat once left me bored but i nw stand here prayyin dat i cud return 2 da tyms wen i was happilly free
free 4rm his clutches free 4rm his abuse free 4rm his torture
free 4rm da man dat broke me dwn n waches ova me as i nw lay on da ground
full of fear n anticipation
eagerly aw8in his nxt move
scared of da fort of him changin moods
reminiscin on da days we he feared 2 hurt me
feared 2 upset me
feared 2 make me cry
as i nw stare in2 his eyes n c da truth dat i tried so hard 2 disguise
paintin ova ma wounds n washin away ma blood
insted of fnin da police as i knew i shud
snappin bakk 2 da reality dat stands b4 ma eyes
da anga dat flushes thru his eyes as he stares dwn at ma broken body
broken dwn by da years of manipulation
set apart thru such harsh segregation
in wich i wasnt allowd 2 b me
were ma cumings n goins wer dictated by thee
as ma character shrunk n ma personality disspaeared
dis is da point wen u tukk over
stepped in n broke me summor
u stood behind me n shut da door as u began da process dat wud becum frequent as i experienced it mor n mor
unable 2 fight against ur power
unabl 2 shelter 4rm ur blows
lyin helplessli in a timid ball
w8in patiently until dis ordeal wud end
everyfin will b alryt i f i jus sit tight
Sunday, 21 June 2009
....
stop w8 a second n listen
lukk at da stars as dey glisten
wach da sunset as it smiles
take tym n lukk in2 da distance
da future dat aw8s u
stop w8 a second n listen
as u go round n round
following da markins on da ground
belieivin dat wat u r duin is meaningful
endulgin urself in useless dealins
stop w8 a second n listen
open ur ears 2 da music around u
open ur eyes 2 da beauty u c
open ur heart 2 da inocence b4 u
open ur mind 2 wat is essential
stop w8 a second n listen
as u rush n hurry
duck n dive
endless days n short lived nyts
followin da fing u believe 2 b lyf
stop w8 a second n listen
lyf left u behind so long ago
as u rushed around diggin 4 gold
fightin 4 ur definition of happiness
4gettin all da lil fings dat really mattered
stop w8 a second a listen
nw as u lukk bakk
rememba da stress n all da strain
da anga u possesed
da h8 da u portrayed
stop w8 a second n listen
as u lie der on ur bed
tears rollin dwn ur face as u cry
wishin dat u had once stopped n tried 2 c n hear n luv
as u take ur last breath n close ur eyes knwin dat it is 2 l8
u cn no longa stop w8 a second n listen
dat ability has nw bin taken 4rm u
da beauty ripped 4rm underneath ur feet
ur ears covered hidin da music u tukk 4 granted
ur eyes shut 4rm da beauty dat longed 4 u
nw u wish u had stopped w8d a second n listened
lukk at da stars as dey glisten
wach da sunset as it smiles
take tym n lukk in2 da distance
da future dat aw8s u
stop w8 a second n listen
as u go round n round
following da markins on da ground
belieivin dat wat u r duin is meaningful
endulgin urself in useless dealins
stop w8 a second n listen
open ur ears 2 da music around u
open ur eyes 2 da beauty u c
open ur heart 2 da inocence b4 u
open ur mind 2 wat is essential
stop w8 a second n listen
as u rush n hurry
duck n dive
endless days n short lived nyts
followin da fing u believe 2 b lyf
stop w8 a second n listen
lyf left u behind so long ago
as u rushed around diggin 4 gold
fightin 4 ur definition of happiness
4gettin all da lil fings dat really mattered
stop w8 a second a listen
nw as u lukk bakk
rememba da stress n all da strain
da anga u possesed
da h8 da u portrayed
stop w8 a second n listen
as u lie der on ur bed
tears rollin dwn ur face as u cry
wishin dat u had once stopped n tried 2 c n hear n luv
as u take ur last breath n close ur eyes knwin dat it is 2 l8
u cn no longa stop w8 a second n listen
dat ability has nw bin taken 4rm u
da beauty ripped 4rm underneath ur feet
ur ears covered hidin da music u tukk 4 granted
ur eyes shut 4rm da beauty dat longed 4 u
nw u wish u had stopped w8d a second n listened
My Story
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
describe evry moment in such careful detail
recall evry memory n burst out of da comfortable shell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
use wrds 2 paint da images dat ma mind cn c
tell da story of hw i became me
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
build characters wit literature
n surroundins wit gr8 precision
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
stand b4 me n lukk in2 ma eyes
lukk deep inside n c wer i hav been
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
a story dat wil shock so many
an untainted reality
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da unbroken silence inside of me
open it up n set me free
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da story dat holds my secrets
dat brought me bakk 4rm hell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
describe evry moment in such careful detail
recall evry memory n burst out of da comfortable shell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
use wrds 2 paint da images dat ma mind cn c
tell da story of hw i became me
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
build characters wit literature
n surroundins wit gr8 precision
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
stand b4 me n lukk in2 ma eyes
lukk deep inside n c wer i hav been
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
a story dat wil shock so many
an untainted reality
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da unbroken silence inside of me
open it up n set me free
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da story dat holds my secrets
dat brought me bakk 4rm hell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
.....
Do u c wat i c wen u lukk in2 da eyes of da decieved
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sat bakk n let u take control
da 1 dat sat bakk n w8d 4 da both of u 2 grow old
da 1 dat holds der heart on der sleeves
da 1 dat nw stands b4 u n heeves
da 1 dat holds a secret deep within herself
a secret dat she cn no longa control
screamin nw as she begins 2 roll
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da decieved
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sed she luvved wen no1 else was der
da 1 dat trully showed u care
da 1 dat u hurt so badly
da 1 dat nw weeps so sadly
nw da secret she holds takes ova her body
she rolls around n lands oddly
if u saw wat i c wen i lukk in 2 those eyes
den u 2 wud c da way dat she cries
da pain dat she feels inside
da pain dat she feels wen she recalls ur lies
da pain dats she tries so hard 2 hide
da pain dat is so apparrent deep within her eyes
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sat bakk n let u take control
da 1 dat sat bakk n w8d 4 da both of u 2 grow old
da 1 dat holds der heart on der sleeves
da 1 dat nw stands b4 u n heeves
da 1 dat holds a secret deep within herself
a secret dat she cn no longa control
screamin nw as she begins 2 roll
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da decieved
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sed she luvved wen no1 else was der
da 1 dat trully showed u care
da 1 dat u hurt so badly
da 1 dat nw weeps so sadly
nw da secret she holds takes ova her body
she rolls around n lands oddly
if u saw wat i c wen i lukk in 2 those eyes
den u 2 wud c da way dat she cries
da pain dat she feels inside
da pain dat she feels wen she recalls ur lies
da pain dats she tries so hard 2 hide
da pain dat is so apparrent deep within her eyes
~Blakk Man~
a blakk man bares da w8 of da wrld on his shoulders
a blakk man lukks up n respects his oldas
put dwn n oppressed
all of his qualities repressed
unable 2 shw his full potential
unable 2 change da endin of da age old fable
a fable in wich he dus nt succeed
a fable in wich da white man overpowers wit his greed
plantin inside him a hateful seed
a blakk man bares da w8 of da wrld on his shoulders
a blakk man lukks up n repects his oldas
his strong stature enablin him 2 withstand da pain of his history
da darknes of his eyes holds so much mystery
unfoldin a story of an endless fight
overwhelmin n emotional in its own right
a story in wich he is da main characta
a story in wich he tells da truth n dus nt tell n acta
a story dat will be tld 4rm here on afta
a blakk man lukks up n respects his oldas
put dwn n oppressed
all of his qualities repressed
unable 2 shw his full potential
unable 2 change da endin of da age old fable
a fable in wich he dus nt succeed
a fable in wich da white man overpowers wit his greed
plantin inside him a hateful seed
a blakk man bares da w8 of da wrld on his shoulders
a blakk man lukks up n repects his oldas
his strong stature enablin him 2 withstand da pain of his history
da darknes of his eyes holds so much mystery
unfoldin a story of an endless fight
overwhelmin n emotional in its own right
a story in wich he is da main characta
a story in wich he tells da truth n dus nt tell n acta
a story dat will be tld 4rm here on afta
:' (...x
if i piece 2getha all of da memories
all of da stories n games we shared
it seems jus lyk a movie
so perfect in evry way
da days in wich u wer around n all we did was laff
seem lyk such a long tym ago
as so much tym has passed
da images begin 2 fade as anotha day goes by
n i sit alone at nyt sumtyms wishin u wer der wit me
y did u hav 2 go away on dat o so frightfull day
i wander wat lyf wud b lyk if u wer here wit me
hw fings wud change
n exactly wat i wud say
i wud cherish evry moment wit u
n treasure evry wrd u say
coz dis tym round i wud knw da pain of loosin u
i wud leave no room 4 regrets
no room 4 wat ifs or mayb
dis tym i wud b da perfect child
dotin on da fatha she dearly misssseeeeeedddddd!!!!
n as anotha lonli tear rolls dwn ma face
i lukk 2 da sky n dream of da day wen i will c ur face agen!!!...x
all of da stories n games we shared
it seems jus lyk a movie
so perfect in evry way
da days in wich u wer around n all we did was laff
seem lyk such a long tym ago
as so much tym has passed
da images begin 2 fade as anotha day goes by
n i sit alone at nyt sumtyms wishin u wer der wit me
y did u hav 2 go away on dat o so frightfull day
i wander wat lyf wud b lyk if u wer here wit me
hw fings wud change
n exactly wat i wud say
i wud cherish evry moment wit u
n treasure evry wrd u say
coz dis tym round i wud knw da pain of loosin u
i wud leave no room 4 regrets
no room 4 wat ifs or mayb
dis tym i wud b da perfect child
dotin on da fatha she dearly misssseeeeeedddddd!!!!
n as anotha lonli tear rolls dwn ma face
i lukk 2 da sky n dream of da day wen i will c ur face agen!!!...x
DADDYYY!!!!...x
if my daddy was here wit me
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
da pain i feel
da tears i shed
da way my heart hurts
as i fink of u
so many fings remind me of u
all da fings u sed n all da fings u used 2 do
da tears u wiped n da smiles u shared
hw all dese fings fill ma heart wit dred
knwin dat u r no longa around
dat u r nower 2 b find
leavin me behind wen u went away
leavin me behind wit nuttin 2 say
lukkin bakk on dat day
da day dat u finally rest as u lay
lay dwn in ur restin place
as we all sang amazin grace
no tear was shed
nt alot was sed
as i lukked in2 ur restin bed
believin da person b4 me cudnt b u
wit a face so cold n painfulli blu
wishin dat i cud lay dwn nxt 2 u
nw 7 years hav gon by
n still i dunno y
i sit here n cry
as i try 2 understand y
my daddy had 2 die
i dream of wat u wud say
if u wer here wit me 2day
if my daddy was here wit me
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
da pain i feel
da tears i shed
da way my heart hurts
as i fink of u
so many fings remind me of u
all da fings u sed n all da fings u used 2 do
da tears u wiped n da smiles u shared
hw all dese fings fill ma heart wit dred
knwin dat u r no longa around
dat u r nower 2 b find
leavin me behind wen u went away
leavin me behind wit nuttin 2 say
lukkin bakk on dat day
da day dat u finally rest as u lay
lay dwn in ur restin place
as we all sang amazin grace
no tear was shed
nt alot was sed
as i lukked in2 ur restin bed
believin da person b4 me cudnt b u
wit a face so cold n painfulli blu
wishin dat i cud lay dwn nxt 2 u
nw 7 years hav gon by
n still i dunno y
i sit here n cry
as i try 2 understand y
my daddy had 2 die
i dream of wat u wud say
if u wer here wit me 2day
if my daddy was here wit me
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
....
i wanna cry a river
i wana fill an ocean
ma heart tells me 2 cry
ma mind lukks 2 da sky n asks y
da numba reaches 7 since god tukk u 2 heaven
leavin a whole in ma lyf
a whole dat i canot fill
no matta hw hard i try
sat here reminiscin on all da bliss
n all da memories u missed
piecin 2getha da memories i possess
da emotions dat caused me so much stress
as my eyes fill up n my vision bcumz cloudy
lukkin in2 2morro
but tryin so hard nt 2 4get ydai
wishin u wer here
prayyin dat i cud share wit u anotha day
if onli 4 a second
da opportunity 2 spend anotha moment wit u
da 1 person i hav bin forced 2 liv without
it makes me wana stand on da roof tops n shout
da lonli tear dat rolls dwn ma face
tryin hard 2 find wat u left behind
da fings dat fill ma mind
i wana fill an ocean
ma heart tells me 2 cry
ma mind lukks 2 da sky n asks y
da numba reaches 7 since god tukk u 2 heaven
leavin a whole in ma lyf
a whole dat i canot fill
no matta hw hard i try
sat here reminiscin on all da bliss
n all da memories u missed
piecin 2getha da memories i possess
da emotions dat caused me so much stress
as my eyes fill up n my vision bcumz cloudy
lukkin in2 2morro
but tryin so hard nt 2 4get ydai
wishin u wer here
prayyin dat i cud share wit u anotha day
if onli 4 a second
da opportunity 2 spend anotha moment wit u
da 1 person i hav bin forced 2 liv without
it makes me wana stand on da roof tops n shout
da lonli tear dat rolls dwn ma face
tryin hard 2 find wat u left behind
da fings dat fill ma mind
FeaR
as i stand here in dis motionless wrld
a wrld dat i discovered wen i was jus a lil girl
flikkerin thru ma own imagination
franticalli searchin 4 sumwer 2 hide
sumwer dat i cn b alone
a place dat i cn trully call ma hme
a wrld in wich i dnt need to hide wat i feel iside
able 2 express maself in evry way
a scapegoat 4rm da rush dat i am faced
da wrld dat i refuse 2 acknowledge or embrace
full of stresses n strain
causin so much anga n pain
goin dwn a 1 way lane wit o return
lukkin dwn dis road as da ppl grow old without realisation
standin around busy complainin
as dey fail 2 c dat dey tlk in vein
as da lyf dey r fightin 4 left dem behind
as i stand deep inside ma own mind
wachin dem 4rm a distance
reluctant 2 get closer wit da fear of bein sukked in
2 dis wrld dat seems so grim
2 stand here alone in dis motionless wrld
allows me 2 disappear n hide 4rm fear
coz ano while 1 am here nuttin cn touch me or eva cum near
a wrld dat i discovered wen i was jus a lil girl
flikkerin thru ma own imagination
franticalli searchin 4 sumwer 2 hide
sumwer dat i cn b alone
a place dat i cn trully call ma hme
a wrld in wich i dnt need to hide wat i feel iside
able 2 express maself in evry way
a scapegoat 4rm da rush dat i am faced
da wrld dat i refuse 2 acknowledge or embrace
full of stresses n strain
causin so much anga n pain
goin dwn a 1 way lane wit o return
lukkin dwn dis road as da ppl grow old without realisation
standin around busy complainin
as dey fail 2 c dat dey tlk in vein
as da lyf dey r fightin 4 left dem behind
as i stand deep inside ma own mind
wachin dem 4rm a distance
reluctant 2 get closer wit da fear of bein sukked in
2 dis wrld dat seems so grim
2 stand here alone in dis motionless wrld
allows me 2 disappear n hide 4rm fear
coz ano while 1 am here nuttin cn touch me or eva cum near
Friday, 5 June 2009
...,...
as i reached da age of 19
i lukked bakk at all dat i had seen
da footsteps i had taken n wer i had been
wonderin wat 2morro has 2 bring
will i b here wen da birds begin 2 sing
or here da sound of da doorbell ring
c ma mothas face once agen
i luv her so much even tho shes such a pain
i wonda wat aw8s me
n if ppl realli h8 me
am scared of wat da future holds
n loosing ma mind as i grow old
wat type of person will i b
wen i am out of it will i b able 2 c
will i b happi wit wat i becum
will i b rich or will i b a bum
but den agen am onli 19
ders still alot i havent seen
am yung n free
n hav tym 2 dream
4rm dis wrld until da nxt
ano am happi coz i am blessed
i lukked bakk at all dat i had seen
da footsteps i had taken n wer i had been
wonderin wat 2morro has 2 bring
will i b here wen da birds begin 2 sing
or here da sound of da doorbell ring
c ma mothas face once agen
i luv her so much even tho shes such a pain
i wonda wat aw8s me
n if ppl realli h8 me
am scared of wat da future holds
n loosing ma mind as i grow old
wat type of person will i b
wen i am out of it will i b able 2 c
will i b happi wit wat i becum
will i b rich or will i b a bum
but den agen am onli 19
ders still alot i havent seen
am yung n free
n hav tym 2 dream
4rm dis wrld until da nxt
ano am happi coz i am blessed
.,.,.,.,.,
A lakk of knowledge brought bout so much aggression
past on 4rm generation 2 generation
da unconditional h8 4 a single nation
unable 2 break da cycle of h8
a h8 so strong yet dus nt belong in da wrld dat i intend 2 liv
i believe dat da futur has alot 2 hold 4 us
a futureof luv n trust
a futur built on da foundations of r 4 fathers
4rm martin luther 2 nelson mandela
da pioneers of r ppl
fightin 4 wats rightfulli ours
fighting 4 wat we trully deserve
r ryts, r beliefs, r future
breakin dwn da walls dat hav oppressed us
crossin da boundaries dat held us bakk
buildin a road 2 were i stand 2dai
a road dat i believ is here 2 stay
a brighta wrld in wich i am free
able 2 manouevre without bein decieved
left 2 do wat i want 2 do
be hu i want 2 b
able 2 fulfill ma dreams
jus lyk martin luther b4 me
past on 4rm generation 2 generation
da unconditional h8 4 a single nation
unable 2 break da cycle of h8
a h8 so strong yet dus nt belong in da wrld dat i intend 2 liv
i believe dat da futur has alot 2 hold 4 us
a futureof luv n trust
a futur built on da foundations of r 4 fathers
4rm martin luther 2 nelson mandela
da pioneers of r ppl
fightin 4 wats rightfulli ours
fighting 4 wat we trully deserve
r ryts, r beliefs, r future
breakin dwn da walls dat hav oppressed us
crossin da boundaries dat held us bakk
buildin a road 2 were i stand 2dai
a road dat i believ is here 2 stay
a brighta wrld in wich i am free
able 2 manouevre without bein decieved
left 2 do wat i want 2 do
be hu i want 2 b
able 2 fulfill ma dreams
jus lyk martin luther b4 me
........
as my waits line expands n i embrace
da face dat has shown me so much disgrace
thru out the years of ma lyf
goin bakk 2 b4 i was 5
2 wen ma troubles were filled wit toys
n i knew nuttin bout da 1's dey call boys
so yung n free
able 2 express maself as me
jumpin n jivin
dukkin n divin
no care of wat 2moz has 2 bring
i wud sit on ma roof top n jus sing
gon r da years of a careless existace
of wich i cn no longa find da entrance
dis tym flew by a long while ago
n left me behind as i began 2 grow
i reminisce
on all da bliss dat i dearly miss
a single tear rolls dwn ma face
as i sit here n stare in2 space
as my waist line expads n i embrace
da face dat once showed me so much disgrace
but nw lukks bakk at me 2dai
in a sum wat happier way
da face dat has shown me so much disgrace
thru out the years of ma lyf
goin bakk 2 b4 i was 5
2 wen ma troubles were filled wit toys
n i knew nuttin bout da 1's dey call boys
so yung n free
able 2 express maself as me
jumpin n jivin
dukkin n divin
no care of wat 2moz has 2 bring
i wud sit on ma roof top n jus sing
gon r da years of a careless existace
of wich i cn no longa find da entrance
dis tym flew by a long while ago
n left me behind as i began 2 grow
i reminisce
on all da bliss dat i dearly miss
a single tear rolls dwn ma face
as i sit here n stare in2 space
as my waist line expads n i embrace
da face dat once showed me so much disgrace
but nw lukks bakk at me 2dai
in a sum wat happier way
HW DO I
hw do i tell da man dat i luv
da way dat i feel n hw its sent 4rm up above
wen i say dose wrds will he understand
i continue 2 stutter...i luv u and
as i finish da line
i cn clearli c da sign
dat da feelins i hold
will nevva grow old
i lukk in 2 his eyes
as he tries 2 disguse
da fact dat he
dusnt feel da same way as me
nw he begins 2 fill me wit lies
in orda 2 shield me 4rm da pain dat grows as he sighs
wat do i do
ano i cnt liv without u
ma darlin dear
ano dis is hard 4 u 2 hear
but ders sumfin i need u 2 knw
bcoz i luv u so mich i must let u goooo
da feelins i hav 4 u may grow stronga
but in orda 4 dat 2 happen u must w8 longa
i cannot hold u bakk anymor
wachin u cry as ur heart hits da flooorrr
lyk a bird i will set u freee
2 fly around in a lyf without meee
as dis line finishes i snap bakk 2 reality
dat man dat i luv nw stand b4 me
ma heart pounds as it is filled wit glee
hw 2 begin n wat 2 stay
hopin n prayin dat he will stay
hw do i tell da man dat i luv
da way dat i feel n hw its sent 4rm up above
da way dat i feel n hw its sent 4rm up above
wen i say dose wrds will he understand
i continue 2 stutter...i luv u and
as i finish da line
i cn clearli c da sign
dat da feelins i hold
will nevva grow old
i lukk in 2 his eyes
as he tries 2 disguse
da fact dat he
dusnt feel da same way as me
nw he begins 2 fill me wit lies
in orda 2 shield me 4rm da pain dat grows as he sighs
wat do i do
ano i cnt liv without u
ma darlin dear
ano dis is hard 4 u 2 hear
but ders sumfin i need u 2 knw
bcoz i luv u so mich i must let u goooo
da feelins i hav 4 u may grow stronga
but in orda 4 dat 2 happen u must w8 longa
i cannot hold u bakk anymor
wachin u cry as ur heart hits da flooorrr
lyk a bird i will set u freee
2 fly around in a lyf without meee
as dis line finishes i snap bakk 2 reality
dat man dat i luv nw stand b4 me
ma heart pounds as it is filled wit glee
hw 2 begin n wat 2 stay
hopin n prayin dat he will stay
hw do i tell da man dat i luv
da way dat i feel n hw its sent 4rm up above
1 CHRIST 1 BEIN
wen i kneel dwn at nyt n pray
full of distress but wit nuttin say
askin god 2 plz show me da way
da way 2 find a happier day
if ur realli der lord den y ama cryin?
if ur realli der lord den y do i feel lyk am dyin?
i sit bakk 4 a 2nd n strt sighin
is god realli der or is da bible lyin?
y r u neva der wen i need u?
y r u neva der wen i feel blue
bringin 4ward 2 u evry issue
coz lord uno i havent got a clu
i lukk bakk at wat has beeen
wen da grass used 2 b green
at evryfin ma eyes have sseeeen
lord god above dats wer u shudda beeeen
da truth of da matta is
while i was surrounded by all da bliss
ryt beside me is wer da lord is
leanin 4ward evry so often 2 giv me a lil kiss
thru ma struggle he carried me
tukk da load so i cud b free
opened ma eyes so i cud c
n ask da question hu else cud it b
1 christ 1 bein
1 luv 1 healin
without him i wud hav no feelin
n heaven wud jus b me dreamin
full of distress but wit nuttin say
askin god 2 plz show me da way
da way 2 find a happier day
if ur realli der lord den y ama cryin?
if ur realli der lord den y do i feel lyk am dyin?
i sit bakk 4 a 2nd n strt sighin
is god realli der or is da bible lyin?
y r u neva der wen i need u?
y r u neva der wen i feel blue
bringin 4ward 2 u evry issue
coz lord uno i havent got a clu
i lukk bakk at wat has beeen
wen da grass used 2 b green
at evryfin ma eyes have sseeeen
lord god above dats wer u shudda beeeen
da truth of da matta is
while i was surrounded by all da bliss
ryt beside me is wer da lord is
leanin 4ward evry so often 2 giv me a lil kiss
thru ma struggle he carried me
tukk da load so i cud b free
opened ma eyes so i cud c
n ask da question hu else cud it b
1 christ 1 bein
1 luv 1 healin
without him i wud hav no feelin
n heaven wud jus b me dreamin
DREAM
beauty n grace
is all i want 2 embrace
da growth of an individual
brought bout by da breakdwn of lyftym ritual
lukkin bakk at wat used 2 b
da way dat i used 2 c n wat da wrld used 2 mean 2 me
da individual dat i used b
standin in da middle of 2dai
while ma mind lingures in ydai
focusin on an image of wat i believe 2 b perfection
dazed by dis image dat i pay so much attention
lukkin on as ma mind continues 2 breed
an endless story with da image as a seeed
unable 2 c wat i need
wat is essential 4 me 2 succeeeed
2 move forward in lyf n b happi
maybe sing a song or 2 jus lyk dappy
i 2 hav a secret dream
dat came bout bcoz of wer i hav been
bloomin inside my soul
as i try 2 make maself whole
i wach da growth of ma self esteeeem
as i continue 2 follow ma dream
is all i want 2 embrace
da growth of an individual
brought bout by da breakdwn of lyftym ritual
lukkin bakk at wat used 2 b
da way dat i used 2 c n wat da wrld used 2 mean 2 me
da individual dat i used b
standin in da middle of 2dai
while ma mind lingures in ydai
focusin on an image of wat i believe 2 b perfection
dazed by dis image dat i pay so much attention
lukkin on as ma mind continues 2 breed
an endless story with da image as a seeed
unable 2 c wat i need
wat is essential 4 me 2 succeeeed
2 move forward in lyf n b happi
maybe sing a song or 2 jus lyk dappy
i 2 hav a secret dream
dat came bout bcoz of wer i hav been
bloomin inside my soul
as i try 2 make maself whole
i wach da growth of ma self esteeeem
as i continue 2 follow ma dream
TRUE FRENDZ
Wat wud i do without u in ma lyf??
wat wud i do without all da hype??
i dream of da day wen we will all b 2getha agen
me, u, us n all r frends
frendships put on hold
frendships dat will neva grow old
people i hold close 2 ma heart
2 describe da luv i hav 4 u i jus dunno wer 2 strt
4rm hi skul 2 coleg 2 uni n beyond
strong n immovable is r bond
carefulli selected 4rm different nations
those dat giv me joy n fill me wit elation
brothas n sistas i pikked up on da way
those dat ano r always here 2 stay
always der 4 me wen i needed u
always der wen i moan n even wen i chat pooooo
providin da foundations dat i so dearly need
always der strivin 4 me 2 succeeed
givin me strength to go on
da strength 2 hold on
da strength 2 proceed in 2 fullfill ma potential
in ma lyf u r trully essential
without u i wudnt b here
without u i wud b filled wit fear
without u i wudnt b meee
i wudnt b free
i want da whole wrld 2 c
jus hw much u mean 2 meeeeeeeee
wat wud i do without all da hype??
i dream of da day wen we will all b 2getha agen
me, u, us n all r frends
frendships put on hold
frendships dat will neva grow old
people i hold close 2 ma heart
2 describe da luv i hav 4 u i jus dunno wer 2 strt
4rm hi skul 2 coleg 2 uni n beyond
strong n immovable is r bond
carefulli selected 4rm different nations
those dat giv me joy n fill me wit elation
brothas n sistas i pikked up on da way
those dat ano r always here 2 stay
always der 4 me wen i needed u
always der wen i moan n even wen i chat pooooo
providin da foundations dat i so dearly need
always der strivin 4 me 2 succeeed
givin me strength to go on
da strength 2 hold on
da strength 2 proceed in 2 fullfill ma potential
in ma lyf u r trully essential
without u i wudnt b here
without u i wud b filled wit fear
without u i wudnt b meee
i wudnt b free
i want da whole wrld 2 c
jus hw much u mean 2 meeeeeeeee
PumKIn
KPK
da highlight of ma day
a frend i found in a distant a land
always der 2 hold ma hand
an individual so precious n pure
all ma foolishness she had 2 endure
brought 2 me by a higher being
a frendship dat blossomed without me even seein
da 1 i came 2 depend on
da 1 i came 2 lean on
gave me courage wen i had non
gave me hope in tyms dat i needed sum
a blessin in disguise
stood by me thru my demise
da sista dat i found
da sista dat helped me put ma feet firmly on da ground
provided me wit memories 2 last a lyftym
brought bakk ma passion 4 rhym
da twin dat shares ma luv 4 colour
full of joy bouncin of each otha
summer winter spring n rain
ano ur face i will c agen
cheerful hello
tearful gudbye
kpk
in ma heart u will always stay
da highlight of ma day
a frend i found in a distant a land
always der 2 hold ma hand
an individual so precious n pure
all ma foolishness she had 2 endure
brought 2 me by a higher being
a frendship dat blossomed without me even seein
da 1 i came 2 depend on
da 1 i came 2 lean on
gave me courage wen i had non
gave me hope in tyms dat i needed sum
a blessin in disguise
stood by me thru my demise
da sista dat i found
da sista dat helped me put ma feet firmly on da ground
provided me wit memories 2 last a lyftym
brought bakk ma passion 4 rhym
da twin dat shares ma luv 4 colour
full of joy bouncin of each otha
summer winter spring n rain
ano ur face i will c agen
cheerful hello
tearful gudbye
kpk
in ma heart u will always stay
Untitled
Tell me y is it dat I sit alone at nyt n CRY?
y do I condemn myself 2 dese LIES?
am I da reason 4 ur Pain??
so much struggle n anguish yet u c no Gain?
i lukk in2 da mirror n c no reflection
i lukk in2 da mirror n am faced wit no affection
i hav no luv 4 da being b4 me
da being dat onli i cn c
da being dat i believe is me
so full of luv but empty inside
goin thru lyf lyk it is a ride
an open ocean
luv anger pride
no clear cut emotion
y ama so full of devotion
dotin on others n 4gettin maself
deprived of wat i need n of ma health
i luv so many yet h8 da 1 i need da most
wat if i cud turn maself into a ghost
wud I b able 2 LIE n no longa Cry??
wud i b free 4rm all da LIES???
no longa causin pain or strain or anguish without no gain
No mor questions 4 y der is no reflection wen i lukk in2 da mirror
no mor questions 4 y der is no affection wich is da biggest killa
my luv will float above higher dan cn b seen by da naked eye
fly hi amongst da clouds as i lie beneath da sky
as i try 2 4get dat i h8 da 1 i shud luv da most
da 1 dat is nw da ghost!!!
y do I condemn myself 2 dese LIES?
am I da reason 4 ur Pain??
so much struggle n anguish yet u c no Gain?
i lukk in2 da mirror n c no reflection
i lukk in2 da mirror n am faced wit no affection
i hav no luv 4 da being b4 me
da being dat onli i cn c
da being dat i believe is me
so full of luv but empty inside
goin thru lyf lyk it is a ride
an open ocean
luv anger pride
no clear cut emotion
y ama so full of devotion
dotin on others n 4gettin maself
deprived of wat i need n of ma health
i luv so many yet h8 da 1 i need da most
wat if i cud turn maself into a ghost
wud I b able 2 LIE n no longa Cry??
wud i b free 4rm all da LIES???
no longa causin pain or strain or anguish without no gain
No mor questions 4 y der is no reflection wen i lukk in2 da mirror
no mor questions 4 y der is no affection wich is da biggest killa
my luv will float above higher dan cn b seen by da naked eye
fly hi amongst da clouds as i lie beneath da sky
as i try 2 4get dat i h8 da 1 i shud luv da most
da 1 dat is nw da ghost!!!
BANK
strangers dat i met nt so long ago
full of luv n gifts mor precious dan gold
u wached ova mme in my times of struggle
guided me thru my darkest days
changed me in ways i cudnt imagin
brought me closer to myself
molded in2 da person i shudda bin
u r da light at da end of ma tunnel
da happiness da fills ma day
da family i chose 4 maself
luved by me in evryway
a brotha
a sista
a frend
ppl i want close 2 me till da very end
n altho we liv so far apart
always rememba u hold a piece of ma heart
full of luv n gifts mor precious dan gold
u wached ova mme in my times of struggle
guided me thru my darkest days
changed me in ways i cudnt imagin
brought me closer to myself
molded in2 da person i shudda bin
u r da light at da end of ma tunnel
da happiness da fills ma day
da family i chose 4 maself
luved by me in evryway
a brotha
a sista
a frend
ppl i want close 2 me till da very end
n altho we liv so far apart
always rememba u hold a piece of ma heart
INSIGNIFICANT OTHER
days past wen al i did was fink of u
eatin maself up
full of h8 n anga
unable 2 function
pushed maself aside
tortured maself
bcoz of wat u did
n yet u failed 2 realise dis
da feelins i had 4 u no longa exist
da hold u had on me is broken
afta so long i cn fink freely
free 4rm ur actions
free 4rm ur bullshit
da worst fing is u mean nuttin 2 me
i no longa h8 u
even h8 is an emotion
da ability 2 disregard ur existance
2 banish u 4rm my forts
allowin me 2 move on
no longa caught up in wat used 2 b
da shit u put me thru
all da fings u used 2 do
i promis u
dis is da last tym i will eva fink of YOU!!!!
eatin maself up
full of h8 n anga
unable 2 function
pushed maself aside
tortured maself
bcoz of wat u did
n yet u failed 2 realise dis
da feelins i had 4 u no longa exist
da hold u had on me is broken
afta so long i cn fink freely
free 4rm ur actions
free 4rm ur bullshit
da worst fing is u mean nuttin 2 me
i no longa h8 u
even h8 is an emotion
da ability 2 disregard ur existance
2 banish u 4rm my forts
allowin me 2 move on
no longa caught up in wat used 2 b
da shit u put me thru
all da fings u used 2 do
i promis u
dis is da last tym i will eva fink of YOU!!!!
Pages
pages of ur lyf
sacred n pure
set out wit sheer preciseness
4rm cova 2 cova
each day is a nu chapta
carefulli transcripted
a neva endin story
highlited in da stars
each page illustrated by ur memories
narrated by ur forts
no event less important dan anotha
no occassion unaccounted 4
readin thru yesterdai
whilst lukkin 4 2morro
turnin ova n leavin da past behind
no longa visible
but still existin
buildin da foundations 4 wat is yet 2 cum
providin da stability 4 2moro
each broken fort makin u stronga
each miss calculated action makin u wiser
makin u da person u r 2dai
da person dat is here 2 stay
sacred n pure
set out wit sheer preciseness
4rm cova 2 cova
each day is a nu chapta
carefulli transcripted
a neva endin story
highlited in da stars
each page illustrated by ur memories
narrated by ur forts
no event less important dan anotha
no occassion unaccounted 4
readin thru yesterdai
whilst lukkin 4 2morro
turnin ova n leavin da past behind
no longa visible
but still existin
buildin da foundations 4 wat is yet 2 cum
providin da stability 4 2moro
each broken fort makin u stronga
each miss calculated action makin u wiser
makin u da person u r 2dai
da person dat is here 2 stay
Tym is a Healer
tym is a heala
it makes da pain subside
honest n tru
different 4rm a disguise
reliable in its continuity
each passin moment makes fings cleara
each tickin 2nd closin ur wounds
allowin ur mind 2 b free
allowin ur body 2 relax
releasin ur soul 4rm da pain u feel
da heartake inside escapin thru ur tears
caught by da hands of tym
allowin u 2 move on
grow strong
clearin a path 4 ur future
in wich dis no longa exists
a fruitfull adventure
a lovable joy
a blissful bein
free 4rm da pain of lyf
da pain of love
da pain of livin
da pain of bein
emotions cum n go
sumtyms dey r hard 2 show
featured in ur past
missin in ur futur
coz now u r free at last
tym is a heala
honest n tru
it makes da pain subside
honest n tru
different 4rm a disguise
reliable in its continuity
each passin moment makes fings cleara
each tickin 2nd closin ur wounds
allowin ur mind 2 b free
allowin ur body 2 relax
releasin ur soul 4rm da pain u feel
da heartake inside escapin thru ur tears
caught by da hands of tym
allowin u 2 move on
grow strong
clearin a path 4 ur future
in wich dis no longa exists
a fruitfull adventure
a lovable joy
a blissful bein
free 4rm da pain of lyf
da pain of love
da pain of livin
da pain of bein
emotions cum n go
sumtyms dey r hard 2 show
featured in ur past
missin in ur futur
coz now u r free at last
tym is a heala
honest n tru
ME
who am i?
wat is me?
am i da sista of a thousand beings
put in dis world 2 grow wit
am i da daughta of ma parents
put on dis planet 2 luv
da frend uno
chosen 2 wach ova u in tyms of need
da pupil u teach
inspired 2 learn
which 1 of dese is me???
da niece of ma uncles
intended 2 honour n obey
da relativ of ma blood
brought bout 2 trust
is dis da real me???
da once known bully of yester-year
irritable n angry
da 1 dat had so much potential
yet failed so many
maybe dats me??
da shoulda u lean on
regardless of ur issues
da rock in ur lyf
immovable n strong
could dat be me??
maybe am da 1 bein bullied
is it possible dat i 2 hav bin failed
maybe i need da shoulda 2 lean on
da rock 2 steadi ma foundations
an uknown being full of luv n emotion
affected by da slightest concern
could u imagin dat dis is da real me??
shaken but nt stirred
unique in ma qualities
sincere in my actions
luved by many
hated by most
i is da integrity i hav
me is da melody of ma lyf
i am me n dats all i cn eva b!!!
wat is me?
am i da sista of a thousand beings
put in dis world 2 grow wit
am i da daughta of ma parents
put on dis planet 2 luv
da frend uno
chosen 2 wach ova u in tyms of need
da pupil u teach
inspired 2 learn
which 1 of dese is me???
da niece of ma uncles
intended 2 honour n obey
da relativ of ma blood
brought bout 2 trust
is dis da real me???
da once known bully of yester-year
irritable n angry
da 1 dat had so much potential
yet failed so many
maybe dats me??
da shoulda u lean on
regardless of ur issues
da rock in ur lyf
immovable n strong
could dat be me??
maybe am da 1 bein bullied
is it possible dat i 2 hav bin failed
maybe i need da shoulda 2 lean on
da rock 2 steadi ma foundations
an uknown being full of luv n emotion
affected by da slightest concern
could u imagin dat dis is da real me??
shaken but nt stirred
unique in ma qualities
sincere in my actions
luved by many
hated by most
i is da integrity i hav
me is da melody of ma lyf
i am me n dats all i cn eva b!!!
ThouGhtS
da fruits of ur mind
inticed by evryday livin
evryday dealins
a necessity in ur lyf dat cn turn against u
ur imagination runs wild wit thoughts
unknowingly tearing u apart
a breedin ground 4 insanity
each thought bringin forth anotha
leavin u unable 2 function
defenceless against ur own creations
an neva endin road
turnin aimlessly
neva reachin ur destination
madness followed by anxiety
anxiety followed by aniticpation
b4 u knw it ur lost
which road 2 take
which corner 2 turn
wer 2 go
endlees days
sleepless nyts
a war torn bein
fightin against urself
a battle u cannot win
a war u cannot bare
no clear cut solution
no glimmer of light
no hope
no joy
trapped in ur own mind
pushin away all normality
scard by ur feelins
tortured by ur thoughts
y fight a war u cannot win?
y feel or fink if all it dus is damage u
thoughtless
emotionless
free
inticed by evryday livin
evryday dealins
a necessity in ur lyf dat cn turn against u
ur imagination runs wild wit thoughts
unknowingly tearing u apart
a breedin ground 4 insanity
each thought bringin forth anotha
leavin u unable 2 function
defenceless against ur own creations
an neva endin road
turnin aimlessly
neva reachin ur destination
madness followed by anxiety
anxiety followed by aniticpation
b4 u knw it ur lost
which road 2 take
which corner 2 turn
wer 2 go
endlees days
sleepless nyts
a war torn bein
fightin against urself
a battle u cannot win
a war u cannot bare
no clear cut solution
no glimmer of light
no hope
no joy
trapped in ur own mind
pushin away all normality
scard by ur feelins
tortured by ur thoughts
y fight a war u cannot win?
y feel or fink if all it dus is damage u
thoughtless
emotionless
free
What is LUV
wat is luv???
da fairytale stories read 2 u as a child
da romantic movies portrayed by da media
is dat wat u call luv?
da happilly eva aftas dat we neva seem 2 c
da endless broken famillies torn apart by deceit
is dat wat u call luv?
a young girl weepin as she tends 2 her wounds
repeatin in her head da same line
its ma fault
i drove hiim 2 do it
is dat wat u call luv?
bringin endless pain
unable 2 break free 4rm its bonds
a hold dat leaves u helpless
defenseless
useless
overvcum by an emotion u cannot control
walkin continuously but neva reachin ur destination
is dat wat luv is?
unconsolable wounds lyin deep within
hearts shattered
lives torn apart
all in da name of luv
silent tears flowin in da nyt
broken dreams captured in wat cud hav bin
wat shud hav bin
standin firm in ur wrds
'if onli he knew hw much i luved him'
is dat wat luv is?
fightin aimlessly 4 sumfin dat wasnt meant 2 b
sumfin dat shudnt b
sumfin dat has broken u
changed u
dismantled u
is dis da version of luv dat we all strive 4?
spending decades upon decades luukin 4 da 1
jus 4 da 1 2 throw it all bak in ur face
takin ur heart n tramplin ova it without a 2nd thort
leavin u battered n bruised
cowerin in a corna
is dat da sort of luv we strive 4
fight 4
die 4????
da fairytale stories read 2 u as a child
da romantic movies portrayed by da media
is dat wat u call luv?
da happilly eva aftas dat we neva seem 2 c
da endless broken famillies torn apart by deceit
is dat wat u call luv?
a young girl weepin as she tends 2 her wounds
repeatin in her head da same line
its ma fault
i drove hiim 2 do it
is dat wat u call luv?
bringin endless pain
unable 2 break free 4rm its bonds
a hold dat leaves u helpless
defenseless
useless
overvcum by an emotion u cannot control
walkin continuously but neva reachin ur destination
is dat wat luv is?
unconsolable wounds lyin deep within
hearts shattered
lives torn apart
all in da name of luv
silent tears flowin in da nyt
broken dreams captured in wat cud hav bin
wat shud hav bin
standin firm in ur wrds
'if onli he knew hw much i luved him'
is dat wat luv is?
fightin aimlessly 4 sumfin dat wasnt meant 2 b
sumfin dat shudnt b
sumfin dat has broken u
changed u
dismantled u
is dis da version of luv dat we all strive 4?
spending decades upon decades luukin 4 da 1
jus 4 da 1 2 throw it all bak in ur face
takin ur heart n tramplin ova it without a 2nd thort
leavin u battered n bruised
cowerin in a corna
is dat da sort of luv we strive 4
fight 4
die 4????
THE LAND OF MY HEART
a nation filled wit passion
a nation filled wit conflict
its sands tainted by the blood of wars
its rivers filled wit painful tears
endless emotions floatin in da wind
a beautiful land dat has stolen my heart
da land of my people
da land dat will overcum all
inspired by da ancestors of mankind
filled wit da luv of an undyin ppl
each grain of sand carefully placed
each tree carefully planted
rich in its complexity
devine in its integrity
full of stories 4rm bygon eras
holdin secrets within its mountains
encapturin minds wit its beauty
its treasures sort afta by all
its mystery intrigues all
places left undescovered
untainted wilderness emerced in luv
africa da heart of the world
beatin in sinc wit da tickin of tym
wachin ova all
da land dat saw my beginin
da land dat painted my future
da land in which my heart remains
a nation filled wit conflict
its sands tainted by the blood of wars
its rivers filled wit painful tears
endless emotions floatin in da wind
a beautiful land dat has stolen my heart
da land of my people
da land dat will overcum all
inspired by da ancestors of mankind
filled wit da luv of an undyin ppl
each grain of sand carefully placed
each tree carefully planted
rich in its complexity
devine in its integrity
full of stories 4rm bygon eras
holdin secrets within its mountains
encapturin minds wit its beauty
its treasures sort afta by all
its mystery intrigues all
places left undescovered
untainted wilderness emerced in luv
africa da heart of the world
beatin in sinc wit da tickin of tym
wachin ova all
da land dat saw my beginin
da land dat painted my future
da land in which my heart remains
ApoLogIeS
my apologies 4 wat i hav dun
4 wat i hav becum
u wer der 4 me wen no1 else cared
u wached over me always
lukkin bak over da years i c dat i hav taken u 4 granted
i stood bak n wached our relationship colapse
i stood bak n wached us drift apart
4gettin da unbreakable bond we share
a bond dat tym cannot forsake
a bond written in da sands of tym
a bond dat will b around wen we ceese 2 exist
da bond of a mother and her child
da luv u hav 4 me is unmeasurable
da care u hav provided is undescribable
i long 2 go bak 2 what we used 2 hav
go bak 2 da days wen u wer da 1st i wud run 2 wit alll ma problems
go bak 2 wen i showed hw much i truly loved u
now all i seem 2 do is bring u pain
becoz of dis i resent myself
i resent all da rongs i hav dun u
i resent all da tears i made u shed
i resent u ever questionin ur motherin
i resent eva makin u hurt
u wer der at ma beginin
and becoz of my stupidity u wer almost der at ma end
al i want is 2 b next 2 u
all i want is 2 hug u
all i want 2 do is curl up next 2 u
all i want is 2 b wit u
but hav i left it 2 long
is it possible 2 build a bridge over da distance i hav made
2 build a bridge ova da years of arguments
if i cud turn bak tym i wud take it all bak
if i onli i cud turn bak tym
i cannot change wat i hav already dun
but i can change wat i am goin 2 do
i dunno how long it will take
or how hard it will b
all ano is dat i want u bak in my lyf
2 da onli mother i will ever hav
APOLOGIES 4 WAT I HAV DUN
APOLOGIES 4 WAT I HAV BECUM!!!
4 wat i hav becum
u wer der 4 me wen no1 else cared
u wached over me always
lukkin bak over da years i c dat i hav taken u 4 granted
i stood bak n wached our relationship colapse
i stood bak n wached us drift apart
4gettin da unbreakable bond we share
a bond dat tym cannot forsake
a bond written in da sands of tym
a bond dat will b around wen we ceese 2 exist
da bond of a mother and her child
da luv u hav 4 me is unmeasurable
da care u hav provided is undescribable
i long 2 go bak 2 what we used 2 hav
go bak 2 da days wen u wer da 1st i wud run 2 wit alll ma problems
go bak 2 wen i showed hw much i truly loved u
now all i seem 2 do is bring u pain
becoz of dis i resent myself
i resent all da rongs i hav dun u
i resent all da tears i made u shed
i resent u ever questionin ur motherin
i resent eva makin u hurt
u wer der at ma beginin
and becoz of my stupidity u wer almost der at ma end
al i want is 2 b next 2 u
all i want is 2 hug u
all i want 2 do is curl up next 2 u
all i want is 2 b wit u
but hav i left it 2 long
is it possible 2 build a bridge over da distance i hav made
2 build a bridge ova da years of arguments
if i cud turn bak tym i wud take it all bak
if i onli i cud turn bak tym
i cannot change wat i hav already dun
but i can change wat i am goin 2 do
i dunno how long it will take
or how hard it will b
all ano is dat i want u bak in my lyf
2 da onli mother i will ever hav
APOLOGIES 4 WAT I HAV DUN
APOLOGIES 4 WAT I HAV BECUM!!!
PicTureS
pictures speak a thousand words
take a picture of me n c da stories it has 2 tell
my eyes hav seen mor sufferin dan my mind cn handle
each moment captured
each moment treasured
da distance i hav travelled 2 reach dis point
da battles i hav fort
trapped within my own fears
an uphill strugle
evry tym i take a step
i fall bak 3
endlessly fightin against myself
encaptured by my soul
as i look into da distance i c a ray of light
a glimpse of joy n wat cud b
throwin aside all da commotion in orda 2 embrace my future
an enchanted world filled wit joy n happines
a world much lyk da 1 we knw
as i wipe away my tears
it all becums clearer
da pain subsides as my heart is filled wit joy
here i will stay
no longa battlin wit ma past
no longa indulgin in memories of yester-year
now i c da truth
now i cn move on
now i cn becum me
da me i used 2 knw
da me i used 2 b
no mor sadness
no mor pain
in dis lyf im a happier me
no mor problems
no mor worries
take a look at me now
tell me wat u c
pictures speak a thousand words
take a picture of me now n c da stories it has 2 tell
same beginning but da endin has changed
take a picture of me n c da stories it has 2 tell
my eyes hav seen mor sufferin dan my mind cn handle
each moment captured
each moment treasured
da distance i hav travelled 2 reach dis point
da battles i hav fort
trapped within my own fears
an uphill strugle
evry tym i take a step
i fall bak 3
endlessly fightin against myself
encaptured by my soul
as i look into da distance i c a ray of light
a glimpse of joy n wat cud b
throwin aside all da commotion in orda 2 embrace my future
an enchanted world filled wit joy n happines
a world much lyk da 1 we knw
as i wipe away my tears
it all becums clearer
da pain subsides as my heart is filled wit joy
here i will stay
no longa battlin wit ma past
no longa indulgin in memories of yester-year
now i c da truth
now i cn move on
now i cn becum me
da me i used 2 knw
da me i used 2 b
no mor sadness
no mor pain
in dis lyf im a happier me
no mor problems
no mor worries
take a look at me now
tell me wat u c
pictures speak a thousand words
take a picture of me now n c da stories it has 2 tell
same beginning but da endin has changed
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