everyfin will b alryt i f i jus sit tight
hw did i let such commotion in2 ma lyf
allow ma emotions 2 b hiden beneath da floorboards as i try so hard 2 hide da way dat i feel inside
as i fight 4 da relationship dat i believe 2 b mine
da man dat i believe 2 b da 1
da man dat nw stands b4 me as he holds a gun
as i whimper n cry he shows no emotion in his eyes
starin blankly at ma face showin so much h8 n disgrace
as ma lyf flashes b4 ma eyes n i begin 2 realise da truth behind all his lies
da hurt he caused n da scars he engraved within ma soul
as i sat bakk n let him take control
takin away ma freedom n da ability 2 fink 4 maself
segregatin me 4rm humanity as he instilled his rules n regulations
forcin me 2 4get da lyf i lived b4
da lyf dat i so dearly luved n adored
da lyf dat once left me bored but i nw stand here prayyin dat i cud return 2 da tyms wen i was happilly free
free 4rm his clutches free 4rm his abuse free 4rm his torture
free 4rm da man dat broke me dwn n waches ova me as i nw lay on da ground
full of fear n anticipation
eagerly aw8in his nxt move
scared of da fort of him changin moods
reminiscin on da days we he feared 2 hurt me
feared 2 upset me
feared 2 make me cry
as i nw stare in2 his eyes n c da truth dat i tried so hard 2 disguise
paintin ova ma wounds n washin away ma blood
insted of fnin da police as i knew i shud
snappin bakk 2 da reality dat stands b4 ma eyes
da anga dat flushes thru his eyes as he stares dwn at ma broken body
broken dwn by da years of manipulation
set apart thru such harsh segregation
in wich i wasnt allowd 2 b me
were ma cumings n goins wer dictated by thee
as ma character shrunk n ma personality disspaeared
dis is da point wen u tukk over
stepped in n broke me summor
u stood behind me n shut da door as u began da process dat wud becum frequent as i experienced it mor n mor
unable 2 fight against ur power
unabl 2 shelter 4rm ur blows
lyin helplessli in a timid ball
w8in patiently until dis ordeal wud end
everyfin will b alryt i f i jus sit tight
Sunday, 21 June 2009
....
stop w8 a second n listen
lukk at da stars as dey glisten
wach da sunset as it smiles
take tym n lukk in2 da distance
da future dat aw8s u
stop w8 a second n listen
as u go round n round
following da markins on da ground
belieivin dat wat u r duin is meaningful
endulgin urself in useless dealins
stop w8 a second n listen
open ur ears 2 da music around u
open ur eyes 2 da beauty u c
open ur heart 2 da inocence b4 u
open ur mind 2 wat is essential
stop w8 a second n listen
as u rush n hurry
duck n dive
endless days n short lived nyts
followin da fing u believe 2 b lyf
stop w8 a second n listen
lyf left u behind so long ago
as u rushed around diggin 4 gold
fightin 4 ur definition of happiness
4gettin all da lil fings dat really mattered
stop w8 a second a listen
nw as u lukk bakk
rememba da stress n all da strain
da anga u possesed
da h8 da u portrayed
stop w8 a second n listen
as u lie der on ur bed
tears rollin dwn ur face as u cry
wishin dat u had once stopped n tried 2 c n hear n luv
as u take ur last breath n close ur eyes knwin dat it is 2 l8
u cn no longa stop w8 a second n listen
dat ability has nw bin taken 4rm u
da beauty ripped 4rm underneath ur feet
ur ears covered hidin da music u tukk 4 granted
ur eyes shut 4rm da beauty dat longed 4 u
nw u wish u had stopped w8d a second n listened
lukk at da stars as dey glisten
wach da sunset as it smiles
take tym n lukk in2 da distance
da future dat aw8s u
stop w8 a second n listen
as u go round n round
following da markins on da ground
belieivin dat wat u r duin is meaningful
endulgin urself in useless dealins
stop w8 a second n listen
open ur ears 2 da music around u
open ur eyes 2 da beauty u c
open ur heart 2 da inocence b4 u
open ur mind 2 wat is essential
stop w8 a second n listen
as u rush n hurry
duck n dive
endless days n short lived nyts
followin da fing u believe 2 b lyf
stop w8 a second n listen
lyf left u behind so long ago
as u rushed around diggin 4 gold
fightin 4 ur definition of happiness
4gettin all da lil fings dat really mattered
stop w8 a second a listen
nw as u lukk bakk
rememba da stress n all da strain
da anga u possesed
da h8 da u portrayed
stop w8 a second n listen
as u lie der on ur bed
tears rollin dwn ur face as u cry
wishin dat u had once stopped n tried 2 c n hear n luv
as u take ur last breath n close ur eyes knwin dat it is 2 l8
u cn no longa stop w8 a second n listen
dat ability has nw bin taken 4rm u
da beauty ripped 4rm underneath ur feet
ur ears covered hidin da music u tukk 4 granted
ur eyes shut 4rm da beauty dat longed 4 u
nw u wish u had stopped w8d a second n listened
My Story
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
describe evry moment in such careful detail
recall evry memory n burst out of da comfortable shell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
use wrds 2 paint da images dat ma mind cn c
tell da story of hw i became me
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
build characters wit literature
n surroundins wit gr8 precision
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
stand b4 me n lukk in2 ma eyes
lukk deep inside n c wer i hav been
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
a story dat wil shock so many
an untainted reality
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da unbroken silence inside of me
open it up n set me free
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da story dat holds my secrets
dat brought me bakk 4rm hell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
describe evry moment in such careful detail
recall evry memory n burst out of da comfortable shell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
use wrds 2 paint da images dat ma mind cn c
tell da story of hw i became me
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
build characters wit literature
n surroundins wit gr8 precision
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
stand b4 me n lukk in2 ma eyes
lukk deep inside n c wer i hav been
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
a story dat wil shock so many
an untainted reality
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da unbroken silence inside of me
open it up n set me free
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
da story dat holds my secrets
dat brought me bakk 4rm hell
cud u put urself in my position n share da story i hav 2 tell
.....
Do u c wat i c wen u lukk in2 da eyes of da decieved
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sat bakk n let u take control
da 1 dat sat bakk n w8d 4 da both of u 2 grow old
da 1 dat holds der heart on der sleeves
da 1 dat nw stands b4 u n heeves
da 1 dat holds a secret deep within herself
a secret dat she cn no longa control
screamin nw as she begins 2 roll
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da decieved
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sed she luvved wen no1 else was der
da 1 dat trully showed u care
da 1 dat u hurt so badly
da 1 dat nw weeps so sadly
nw da secret she holds takes ova her body
she rolls around n lands oddly
if u saw wat i c wen i lukk in 2 those eyes
den u 2 wud c da way dat she cries
da pain dat she feels inside
da pain dat she feels wen she recalls ur lies
da pain dats she tries so hard 2 hide
da pain dat is so apparrent deep within her eyes
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sat bakk n let u take control
da 1 dat sat bakk n w8d 4 da both of u 2 grow old
da 1 dat holds der heart on der sleeves
da 1 dat nw stands b4 u n heeves
da 1 dat holds a secret deep within herself
a secret dat she cn no longa control
screamin nw as she begins 2 roll
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da decieved
do u c wat i c wen u lukk in 2 da eyes of da 1 dat believed
da 1 dat sed she luvved wen no1 else was der
da 1 dat trully showed u care
da 1 dat u hurt so badly
da 1 dat nw weeps so sadly
nw da secret she holds takes ova her body
she rolls around n lands oddly
if u saw wat i c wen i lukk in 2 those eyes
den u 2 wud c da way dat she cries
da pain dat she feels inside
da pain dat she feels wen she recalls ur lies
da pain dats she tries so hard 2 hide
da pain dat is so apparrent deep within her eyes
~Blakk Man~
a blakk man bares da w8 of da wrld on his shoulders
a blakk man lukks up n respects his oldas
put dwn n oppressed
all of his qualities repressed
unable 2 shw his full potential
unable 2 change da endin of da age old fable
a fable in wich he dus nt succeed
a fable in wich da white man overpowers wit his greed
plantin inside him a hateful seed
a blakk man bares da w8 of da wrld on his shoulders
a blakk man lukks up n repects his oldas
his strong stature enablin him 2 withstand da pain of his history
da darknes of his eyes holds so much mystery
unfoldin a story of an endless fight
overwhelmin n emotional in its own right
a story in wich he is da main characta
a story in wich he tells da truth n dus nt tell n acta
a story dat will be tld 4rm here on afta
a blakk man lukks up n respects his oldas
put dwn n oppressed
all of his qualities repressed
unable 2 shw his full potential
unable 2 change da endin of da age old fable
a fable in wich he dus nt succeed
a fable in wich da white man overpowers wit his greed
plantin inside him a hateful seed
a blakk man bares da w8 of da wrld on his shoulders
a blakk man lukks up n repects his oldas
his strong stature enablin him 2 withstand da pain of his history
da darknes of his eyes holds so much mystery
unfoldin a story of an endless fight
overwhelmin n emotional in its own right
a story in wich he is da main characta
a story in wich he tells da truth n dus nt tell n acta
a story dat will be tld 4rm here on afta
:' (...x
if i piece 2getha all of da memories
all of da stories n games we shared
it seems jus lyk a movie
so perfect in evry way
da days in wich u wer around n all we did was laff
seem lyk such a long tym ago
as so much tym has passed
da images begin 2 fade as anotha day goes by
n i sit alone at nyt sumtyms wishin u wer der wit me
y did u hav 2 go away on dat o so frightfull day
i wander wat lyf wud b lyk if u wer here wit me
hw fings wud change
n exactly wat i wud say
i wud cherish evry moment wit u
n treasure evry wrd u say
coz dis tym round i wud knw da pain of loosin u
i wud leave no room 4 regrets
no room 4 wat ifs or mayb
dis tym i wud b da perfect child
dotin on da fatha she dearly misssseeeeeedddddd!!!!
n as anotha lonli tear rolls dwn ma face
i lukk 2 da sky n dream of da day wen i will c ur face agen!!!...x
all of da stories n games we shared
it seems jus lyk a movie
so perfect in evry way
da days in wich u wer around n all we did was laff
seem lyk such a long tym ago
as so much tym has passed
da images begin 2 fade as anotha day goes by
n i sit alone at nyt sumtyms wishin u wer der wit me
y did u hav 2 go away on dat o so frightfull day
i wander wat lyf wud b lyk if u wer here wit me
hw fings wud change
n exactly wat i wud say
i wud cherish evry moment wit u
n treasure evry wrd u say
coz dis tym round i wud knw da pain of loosin u
i wud leave no room 4 regrets
no room 4 wat ifs or mayb
dis tym i wud b da perfect child
dotin on da fatha she dearly misssseeeeeedddddd!!!!
n as anotha lonli tear rolls dwn ma face
i lukk 2 da sky n dream of da day wen i will c ur face agen!!!...x
DADDYYY!!!!...x
if my daddy was here wit me
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
da pain i feel
da tears i shed
da way my heart hurts
as i fink of u
so many fings remind me of u
all da fings u sed n all da fings u used 2 do
da tears u wiped n da smiles u shared
hw all dese fings fill ma heart wit dred
knwin dat u r no longa around
dat u r nower 2 b find
leavin me behind wen u went away
leavin me behind wit nuttin 2 say
lukkin bakk on dat day
da day dat u finally rest as u lay
lay dwn in ur restin place
as we all sang amazin grace
no tear was shed
nt alot was sed
as i lukked in2 ur restin bed
believin da person b4 me cudnt b u
wit a face so cold n painfulli blu
wishin dat i cud lay dwn nxt 2 u
nw 7 years hav gon by
n still i dunno y
i sit here n cry
as i try 2 understand y
my daddy had 2 die
i dream of wat u wud say
if u wer here wit me 2day
if my daddy was here wit me
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
da pain i feel
da tears i shed
da way my heart hurts
as i fink of u
so many fings remind me of u
all da fings u sed n all da fings u used 2 do
da tears u wiped n da smiles u shared
hw all dese fings fill ma heart wit dred
knwin dat u r no longa around
dat u r nower 2 b find
leavin me behind wen u went away
leavin me behind wit nuttin 2 say
lukkin bakk on dat day
da day dat u finally rest as u lay
lay dwn in ur restin place
as we all sang amazin grace
no tear was shed
nt alot was sed
as i lukked in2 ur restin bed
believin da person b4 me cudnt b u
wit a face so cold n painfulli blu
wishin dat i cud lay dwn nxt 2 u
nw 7 years hav gon by
n still i dunno y
i sit here n cry
as i try 2 understand y
my daddy had 2 die
i dream of wat u wud say
if u wer here wit me 2day
if my daddy was here wit me
wud he b happi wit wat he seees???
if my daddy was here wit me
wud my heart b filled wit glee???
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